Well, the fact that I didn’t have a family, a near, close family of my own, to support me… That would be probably- I mean you need that, even if they’re not always the best. You know, where you belong. I was always sort of floating a bit you know, not well-grounded… You, you have to know your heritage if you like, your inheritance. And I think that’s- that’s a great loss if you don’t have that from the word go.